Many of you might know me as Ella or thegirlthatwentmad…or just the crazy bitch who runs this blog.
I got bad news, unfortunately. I’ll be leaving this blog for a while. I won’t update as much anymore because I’m going through a rough path in my life. I’ve been battling depression for 4 years now. Nearly 5. I don’t think this is a good place for me to be while I’m fighting this. Unfortunately, none of my families know but some of my friends do. I can’t look for any help if I don’t find the courage to tell my parents. I’m in the highest point in my depression right now and I feel like I can’t be here. So, I’m sorry.
I want to say thank you for all of the people who changed my life. Because in all honesty, I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you. You guys are AWESOME, okay? I promise I’ll come back like…in a month, maybe? Until then, I say goodbye :)
The people tagged in this post are the people who have really changed my life and stopped me from commiting suicide. Maybe we talked a lot, maybe we didn’t. Maybe I looked up to you. But I just wanted to say thank you. I wouldn’t have made it until today if it weren’t for you.
Thank you for the best experience I could’ve had.
-Ella
- me: what the fuck is this
- me: what the fuck is that
- me: when the fuck will i ever need to know this
- me: why the fuck do these people walk at glacial paces
- me: who the fuck assigned my locker as the official gathering place
- me: when the fuck did the teacher assign that
- me: why the fuck did i take this course
- me: when the fuck is lunch
shoutout to my parents for not supervising what i do on the internet ever
this mf shit right here. ^^
preach.
